Me and My Team

I think I may only just be figuring out who I am and who I want to be but its a never ending process in my opinion. I have 3 very special babies, Oscar, Elsie and Bertie and 3 very different experiences of being their Mummy. I am married to Paul, our team leader and the carrier of our lives. We are the strongest unit and we would be utterly lost without his love and support. I have 3 incredible sisters and an amazing Ma who I lean on for everything. I am grateful everyday that I have these people on my team. Their support is unending and unwavering. I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for their emotional and physical support. Overseeing us all is my Dad who keeps watch from above. Sending us clear messages that he is close by, watching over us all. I count my blessings every single day.

I have lived paralysed by fear and trauma for over 10 years trying to come to terms with what life has challenged me with, and for the most part, resisting every part of the pain. I have been so happy but also so sad to my core, coping with life.

My experiences have brought me to where I am today and through a lot of healing, grieving, spiritual connection, love, hope and trust, I feel ready to share some of this with you. I hope to connect to others who may have shared experience and who are struggling to process. I hope that by sharing some of my life, I will be able to offer the light in the darkness to others who are finding it difficult to see a way through.